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Round and Round I go

MystikSky — Sun, 10 Jan 2010 04:09:34 +0000

Well here I go again Today was my First day back on track after I feel off the wagon a few months ago. So far Ive stuck to my calorie Goal and im Planing on starting back with my workout DVD’s tomorrow. Im trying to stay around 1200-1300 cal’s and I want to do my Jillian DVD’S 5-6 times a week. Im also gonna join a local challenge Called Team Lean threw the YMCA monday so hopefully ill get some support and motivation from them. I have 112 pounds to lose I know its gonna be a long hard Road But it will be so worth it in the end I just have to stay focused and motivated and stick to my plan. Im So thankful for all of your support Im still working for a Divorce ill keep you guys posted Thanks again and Have a Great week

Very Bad start to the New year here!

MystikSky — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 21:19:35 +0000

I have finally gotten my desktop fixed the laptop is still in the shop. but My world has imploded on me this new year . I found out on new years that my husband has been sleeping with my best friend, and his 16 year old cousin ( by marriage but still ) and has been lying to my face for at least a year now. I have no family of my own my parents both past when i was 18. and My mother in law HATES ME i don’t know why i haven’t been able to figure it out in the past 7 years but she just cant stand me she even came to my house telling me how big a bitch I am and how awful I am cause she thought that me and the girl he had been sleeping with (Nicole my ex best friend of 18 years) had made all this up that we were working together to make her little boy look bad. lol yeah. anyway he says he later told her the truth that he did it all on his own . of course its my fault still cause i wasn’t giving him enough attention…… anyway i called the cops cause my mother in law wouldn’t leave and she was saying all this crap in front of my kids so yeah i called the law and now she is even more mad cause i called the cops on her so she really hates me now… Ive called a lawyer its gonna be $1500 to get a divorce and if i don’t come up with the money and take it to the lawyer then Dan (my husband) will be able to take the kids and hall ass when i tell him i want a divorce and I know his mom will help him do anything to help him hurt me and there is nothing i can do to protect myself except get the lawyer which I cant afford I make like $300 every two weeks and every dime goes to bills . So I’m stuck bidding time till i find a way to get the money for a divorce and in the mean time everyone in his family hates me for calling the cops on his mom. even though he cheated and he lied I’m the bad guy and its my fault. go figure. and way I just needed to get this all off my chest. on a lighter note I plan on restarting my diet tomorrow I’m at 251.2 right now so down 1 pound from the last time i weighed in ( like a month ago Ive been slacking) I hope everyone else’s New Year was better than mine. have a good week guys

Up 4 pounds :(

MystikSky — Fri, 11 Dec 2009 13:08:40 +0000

Werl im still with out a computer im using a friends when ever I get the chance to check in. I have been doing Jillan’s DVD’s almost every day Ive missed about 4 days in almost 2 weeks so im doing alot better than my norm, but im having trouble keeping up with my calories. somedays I havent even tried to count them and I think thats where Ive messed up cause ive gained 4 pounds so as of today im counting again ive already started this morning I even have a special little note book for it that fits in my bag. I am thinking I can say at least some of the 4 pounds is gaining musel but I still need to step up my game. well I need to get off this girls computer as soon as I come up with the $ to get mine fixed ill try to xatch up with everyone and there blogs . Hope everyone has a Great week

Update

MystikSky — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 13:00:14 +0000

Hey I just wanted to check in and update everyone,let you know I havent forgoten about you guys. I have been really busy lately we are sooo behind on bills so ive been working all the overtime I can, Plus Ive been sick for a little while and just havnt felt like doing anything in the time I am home. plus I have been having a lot of problems with my husband and thats a long sorted story for another time lol. I have lost my focas these last few week and im working on getting back on track. I gained 2 pounds last week and I havent weighed in yet this week im being a big chicken lol im scared to find out how bad ive messed up. but I am going to get back on track Im going back to watching what I eat to day and im going to start back on my work out tomorrow hopefully if im feeling better. well I hope everyone else is doing great , and I plan on getting on to catch up on everyones blogs later this week. Have a Great Week

Starting week 3

MystikSky — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 13:03:55 +0000

Well I lost 1 pound with week two , I wish it had been more but I am glad im still going down and not up.

Here are how many cal’s I had eatch day for my records I want to be able to compare eatch week.

mon 10/5=1400

tue 10/6=1848

wed 10/7=1495

thu 10/8=2199

fri 10/9=1315

sat 10/10=1600

sun 10/11=1720

And I did my work out Mon,Tue,Wed, Sat

So in short I could have eaten better and exercised more. I think Ive hit my workout wall, Im just not interisted in it anymore And with 2 jobs and 3 kids my options are slim. I dont have the $ for a gym so ive been doing dvd’s at home and im also gonna try to start walking around the block with the kids as well, Im not sure how thats gonna work out cause Im not going to be able to push myself like I need to doing that cause Im going to have to go slow for the kids and not go as far cause of the kids but I dont have ANY time when im not eather with the kids or working so these are the only options I can come up with. I think If I can push my self threw this week, get up and make sure I get my workout in for this week. I think ill be better next week. Ive just been so spaced with working and kids and all the bullshit with my stupid redneck husband ( but thats a whole nother story) so hopefully I can get my mind back in focus soon. I also wanna say thanks to everyone fo the supportive comments and im sorry I havent been keeping up with the blogs but tue’s and wed’s are my days off so hopefully I can catch up then.

I hope everyone has a Great week

A small Slip

MystikSky — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 22:44:38 +0000

Ok so I started out great , I did my work out this morning and ate Great, But I slipped a bit with dinner, we had a choclate cake with cream cheese frosting and spinkles and my will power failed me. I only had 1 peice (not a big one either) and I figured it in to my Cal’s after dinner and all im at 1228 cal’s including the cake so im still ok right? I still have 4 hours before bed and a little over 200 cal’s to spare. I can handel that Im just going to have to make sure I put my all into my work out tomorrow and maybe walk around the block a few times tonight. Hopefully I havent Messed myself up to bad.

Hope everyone’s having a Great Day

A Nice Strong start

MystikSky — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 19:39:45 +0000

Well here I go agian but I think Im finnaly on the right track. Ive lost 5 pounds in the last week just counting calories and doing Jillians work out dvd’s. My goal has been 1400 cal’s but ive been going over ive really been eating between 1500-1700 cal’s so thats something im trying to improve on. But I am so proud of myself for keeping up the workouts Thats where I have had problems in the past. But im so motivated right now since I know all my hard work for this week paid off and I was rewarded by losing 5 pounds. Im going to keep at it and hope for another 5 next week .

New start

MystikSky — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 18:43:32 +0000

Ok I have been seriously slacking im starting over with today. im totally focused on my goals.

Much Better

MystikSky — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 22:46:43 +0000

Im feeling really good about sticking to my exercise routine today and feel very positive that I can and will keep it up. I still need to work on myself control as far as eating goes I tend to tell myself its ok to eat more of the foods i like if I am exercising.So right now my goal is just to stay positive and keep working towards my goals.

Exercise Log

Procrastination

MystikSky — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 06:06:36 +0000

Ok so ive been very bad the last few days. I haven’t been eating healthy and not exercising. So tomorrow will be a new day I want to hit the ground running and get moving. ultmatly i just want to be a role model for my kids and be healthy enough to be here to watch them grow up. I have to get myself motivated and do this thing