Update

Hey I just wanted to check in and update everyone,let you know I havent forgoten about you guys. I have been really busy lately we are sooo behind on bills so ive been working all the overtime I can, Plus Ive been sick for a little while and just havnt felt like doing anything in the time I am home. plus I have been having a lot of problems with my husband and thats a long sorted story for another time lol. I have lost my focas these last few week and im working on getting back on track. I gained 2 pounds last week and I havent weighed in yet this week im being a big chicken lol im scared to find out how bad ive messed up. but I am going to get back on  track Im going back to watching what I eat to day and im going to start back on my work out tomorrow hopefully if im feeling better. well I hope everyone else is doing great , and I plan on getting on to catch up on everyones blogs later this week. Have a Great Week

Starting week 3

Well I lost 1 pound with week two , I wish it had been more but I am glad im still going down and not up.

Here are how many cal’s I had eatch day for my records I want to be able to compare eatch week.

mon 10/5=1400

tue 10/6=1848

wed 10/7=1495

thu 10/8=2199 :(

fri 10/9=1315

sat 10/10=1600

sun 10/11=1720

And I did my work out Mon,Tue,Wed, Sat

So in short I could have eaten better and exercised more. I think Ive hit my workout wall, Im just not interisted in it anymore And with 2 jobs and 3 kids my options are slim. I dont have the $ for a gym so ive been doing dvd’s at home and im also gonna try to start walking around the block with the kids as well, Im not sure how thats gonna work out cause Im not going to be able to push myself like I need to doing that cause Im going to have to go slow for the kids and not go as far cause of the kids but I dont have ANY time when im not eather with the kids or working so these are the only options I can come up with. I think If I can push my self threw this week, get up and make sure I get my workout in for this week. I think ill be better next week. Ive just been so spaced with working and kids and all the bullshit with my stupid redneck husband ( but thats a whole nother story) so hopefully I can get my mind back in focus soon. I also wanna say thanks to everyone fo the supportive comments and im sorry I havent been keeping up with the blogs but tue’s and wed’s are my days off so hopefully I can catch up then.

I hope everyone has a Great week

A small Slip

Ok so I started out great , I did my work out this morning and ate Great, But I slipped a bit with dinner, we had a choclate cake with cream cheese frosting and spinkles and my will power failed me. I only had 1 peice (not a big one either) and I figured it in to my Cal’s after dinner and all im at 1228 cal’s including the cake so im still ok right? I still have 4 hours before bed and a little over 200 cal’s to spare. I can handel that Im just going to have to make sure I put my all into my work out tomorrow and maybe walk around the block a few times tonight. Hopefully I havent Messed myself up to bad.  

Hope everyone’s having a Great Day

A Nice Strong start

Well here I go agian but I think Im finnaly on the right track. Ive lost 5 pounds in the last week just counting calories and doing Jillians work out dvd’s. My goal has been 1400 cal’s but ive been going over  ive really been eating between 1500-1700 cal’s so thats something im trying to improve on. But I am so proud of myself for keeping up the workouts Thats where I have had problems in the past. But im so motivated right now since I know all my hard work for this week paid off and I was rewarded by losing 5 pounds. Im going to keep at it and hope for another 5 next week .

New start

Ok I have been seriously slacking im starting over with today. im totally focused on my goals.

Much Better

Im feeling really good about sticking to my exercise routine today and feel very positive that I can and will keep it up. I still need to work on myself control as far as eating goes I tend to tell myself its ok to eat more of the foods i like if I am exercising.So right now my goal is just to stay positive and keep working towards my goals.

Exercise Log

Procrastination

Ok so ive been very bad the last few days. I haven’t been eating healthy and not exercising. So tomorrow will be a new day I want to hit the ground running and get moving. ultmatly i just want to be a role model for my kids and be healthy enough to be here to watch them grow up. I have to get myself motivated and do this thing :P